i'm so incredibly bored.
i didn't go to school or practice today.
and i'm really sick.
this sucks.
i can't see rob tonight either.  ]:





From above a rain of ashes descends
Anathema I will remain, forever will remain
From below, in my seclusion
Look up to the sky to see paper wings and watch them burn.

                                                                                                                                        i love you<3

lalalalalala.
time to procrastinate.
i should be doing my homework, but i'd much rather ramble about my uneventful life :D
i'm bad at keeping this up to date idc haha.
devildriver is on now. yayyy.
today was gay. just school, went home with nicole, practice, came back here with nicole, thennn nothing.
it's only 7 but i'm already getting tired. i got sick over the weekend too and it sucks. 
i have this gay cough thing, and now it feels like a cold too.
balls.

yayyyy today was rob's last day of clasp. [:

I hate french homework.
Je veux quelque buttsex. 
Oui.. le sexe dans l'anus serait tout à fait charmant. 
 N'importe quels preneurs ?
^ there's your french lesson for the day.  0_-

ahhh I have the Bestttt pictures from Florida this past thurs-sun. 
i'll put the link on here as soon as i make a webshots for them or something.

oh btw, can you guess who just turned sixteeeen?






okay, well i'm going to go watch Borat with my sister and not do homework.



                                                                                                                                                                  ily baby<3

Once again, i haven't written in a while.
I don't feel like explaining too much about how i've been.
it's 4:48 a.m., tuesday morning.
i've been having an increasingly difficult time sleeping.
the heater that keeps the whole house warm broke a day or two ago.
i guess it doesn't help that the whole house is as cold as ice.
my shoulders are sore from so many shots at the doctors yesterday.
i had so much homework to get caught up with yesterday and i didn't start it.
at least we'll have a couple hours this morning in school while the juniors take that dumb test.
suprisingly i'm not at all tired, even though i didn't fall asleep til sometime past 12-12:30.
it'll probably hit me that i'm completely exhausted sometime around 2nd or 3rd period.
i don't have anything new or exciting to say.
after reading through these pointless entries, i can see how much my moods fluctuate.
but now i feel like i'm changing into one of those boring people that i've always despised.


                                                           Every night devise 
                                                           new heights in genocide. 
                                                           Lover,          I am loveless. 
                                                           All my friends and I 
                                                           toast health and suicide. 
                                                           Lover,         I am lonely. 
                                                           Were you holding hands 
                                                           
                                                           when my palms bled?

 i keep forgetting about this damn thing.

yesterday was valentine's day. 
i can confidently say i am one of the luckiest girls around. 
thank you rob for giving me the best v-day yet. [:

today is pretty gay. i'm very tired. i shouldn't be though, i got a lot of sleep. maybe i'm just so bored that it's making me tired. idk. after school i went tanning. the color of my skin is no long equivalent to a piece of paper. horraay. i had these 2 gay lab reports due on monday, anddd i still haven't attempted them. i should get on that sometime. maybe. i have practice tonight. so annoying. amanda won't be there either. now i am forced to wait 2 1/2 more days so i can get my reds. i can never do anything because of stupid practice. at least i'm not grounded anymore, i guess. that's a fucking miracle. 3 day weekend coming up. yess. i don't really have anything to say. i'm so boring. :[ 





i need summer.



                                                                                                                                           <3ly.

today was a good day.
i'm am tired as fuckkkk.
sublime's on now.
it's making my ears have multiple orgasms.
i really want to go to a pink floyd laser show sometime soon.
gahh that would be great. 
yaay. 2 full days left of the weekend. 
that makes me happy.
i am just rambling.





<3

two in one day. i am a retard. i'm trying to read sparknotes for a tale of two cities, but even that is too boring to read.  there is nothing to do here. i'm not even allowed out.  all i've been doing is listening to music and laying around.. plus the occasional session of ghII.  and yes, even that can get old after the 3rd week in a row.  my abs (or where my abs used to be) hurt from working out today at practice. i'm pretty sore from this weekends showcase too. fawkk. i miss rob right now.  seeing him on weekends is just about the only thing i have to look foward to.

i really like selkies: the endless obsession, from alaska by between the buried and me. good stuff.

it's only 8:49. i wish it was later so i could go to sleep. i think i'm going to get up really early tomorrow for no reason. when morning comes ill probably think very differently, but oh well. a crow left of the murder is really nice to wake up to in the morning. try it. it'll put you in a nice mood.

peace.



These hours seem like years... I've been staring at this wall,
 wondering when it's going to take all of our lives.

i haven't updated in a while. i've been kind of busy. i don't really feel like telling all about what has gone on over the past couple weeks. if you know me, then you know what's up.

coool.
i'm in history. we're supposed to be working on a project but i don't feel like it. my eye hurts really bad. i think it's infected. i guess that happens when you don't take out your contacts for months at a time.. anyways. still grounded. it sucks.

Gahhh. Back in history. Today sucks so far. :) I'm so tired. I got up at 7:15 today too. Too bad my bus comes at 7:10. Hm. So I was late to school. Andddd during second period I got called to the office again cause my homeroom teacher wrote me up for not going to the office to get a late pass. I pretty much just sat in Liekar's office and lied my ass off. I'm not sure if I got out of it yet. I'm supposed to be working on this stupid research project on China or Britain or someone. I really don't feel like doing it, so once again I've just been sitting here looking up lyrics. Blahhhh. I'm so bored, and tired. I have nothing to say either. I'm still grounded. It sucks. If I get this Saturday then I won't be allowed out all break. That would suck. :(

ajshjkhsfj;

I'm in History. 
Cooo0o0ol.
There are so many faggots in this class.

I'm bored.
and I just got back from the nurse.
Tummy ache. ):
I spent half of this period looking up Incubus lyrics.
Pat just walked by a little bit ago so I went out and attacked him.

Okay bye.